Do you know why this is so hard for me?
Because while you’re off doing what ever the hell you want, I’m here.
I’m here doing the same things I always do.
- Going to school.
- Going to work.
- Visiting my parents when I get a chance.
- Hanging out with YOUR family and YOUR friends.
- WORKING MY ASS OFF.
All while you’re putting your life on hold and expecting me to pretend that everything is the same when everything is not the same.
You left me, you moved 1,500 miles away, and you expect me to pretend that my world wasn’t flipped upside down.
Don’t tell me you miss me. Because you don’t. You don’t have a reason to. You’re living your life in Florida while your girlfriend waits at home for you.
You have the best of both worlds.
Well, I don’t know how much longer I can do this. And it’s only been 3 weeks. Good grief.